Scott Carey.

Married to Julian Carey.

I was killed 4 years ago by Gordon Walker for having electrokinesis. A side-effect of having Azazel's demon blood in me.

May 22nd
01:03
Via

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

*He wants to electrocute him for doing something like that to himself, but he can’t bring himself to, knowing if the situation was reversed he probably would have done the same thing, and at least nothing terrible had happened*

I’m sorry Julian…I still can’t even believe you still wanted to come find me…be with me…

Seriously? Why wouldn’t I? I didn’t understand why you left…

It wasn’t obvious?  You ripped out your grace for me…I didn’t want you doing anything else that was stupid and reckless.

Yeah, that didn’t occur to me at all because it wasn’t stupid or reckless, in my opinion, you know I’d do anything for you. I thought I’d done something to drive you away. 

No…I just wanted to keep you safe…

*clings to him tighter, wishing he could just keep him safe in his arms forever*

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

*narrows his eyes, a mixture of suspicion and a glare*

What do you mean by that? 

I… couldn’t be myself without you… You’re the reason my eyes turned blue again in the first place, and when I thought I’d never see you again… it just kind of happened, I didn’t want to be myself without you.

*He wants to electrocute him for doing something like that to himself, but he can’t bring himself to, knowing if the situation was reversed he probably would have done the same thing, and at least nothing terrible had happened*

I’m sorry Julian…I still can’t even believe you still wanted to come find me…be with me…

Seriously? Why wouldn’t I? I didn’t understand why you left…

It wasn’t obvious?  You ripped out your grace for me…I didn’t want you doing anything else that was stupid and reckless.

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

How can I ever get mad at you for any of this when I put you through the same shit, or worse, whenever I turn yellow eyed?  I know you have no control…

I know… but what if I said I let it happen this time? 

*narrows his eyes, a mixture of suspicion and a glare*

What do you mean by that? 

I… couldn’t be myself without you… You’re the reason my eyes turned blue again in the first place, and when I thought I’d never see you again… it just kind of happened, I didn’t want to be myself without you.

*He wants to electrocute him for doing something like that to himself, but he can’t bring himself to, knowing if the situation was reversed he probably would have done the same thing, and at least nothing terrible had happened*

I’m sorry Julian…I still can’t even believe you still wanted to come find me…be with me…

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:


*shifts so that he can bury his face in Julians chest again and tighten his grip around him*

Shhhh…you know I don’t blame you or get mad when it happens.  I’m fine…

Are you, or are you just saying that?

*sighs and relaxes, closing his eyes again*

How can I ever get mad at you for any of this when I put you through the same shit, or worse, whenever I turn yellow eyed?  I know you have no control…

I know… but what if I said I let it happen this time? 

*narrows his eyes, a mixture of suspicion and a glare*

What do you mean by that? 

May 21st
23:13
Via

julian-carey:

scott-carey:


*shifts so that he can bury his face in Julians chest again and tighten his grip around him*

Shhhh…you know I don’t blame you or get mad when it happens.  I’m fine…

Are you, or are you just saying that?

*sighs and relaxes, closing his eyes again*

How can I ever get mad at you for any of this when I put you through the same shit, or worse, whenever I turn yellow eyed?  I know you have no control…

May 20th
05:18
Via

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

*nuzzles Julians chest before looking up at him*

Mmhmm?

*grins sheepishly*

I’m back to normal again…

*blinks a few times before pulling back so he can actually see Julians face, staring back into blue and feeling the same rush of adoration that he had the first time he saw his eyes change back*

I always liked this color…

Hopefully they’ll stay this colour, now. Sorry I keep letting them go black… Are you okay?

*shifts so that he can bury his face in Julians chest again and tighten his grip around him*

Shhhh…you know I don’t blame you or get mad when it happens.  I’m fine…

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

julian-carey:

*Feeling Scott move roused Julian from his light sleep, enough for him to consciously tighten his arms around him and nuzzle his hair. He slowly opened his eyes, taking in the familiar room of his Scotland home that reminded him of the past week’s events. Oddly, he felt calm and content despite what they’d been through, just happy to have Scott in his arms and to have his eyes blue.*

Hey… Scott?

*nuzzles Julians chest before looking up at him*

Mmhmm?

*grins sheepishly*

I’m back to normal again…

*blinks a few times before pulling back so he can actually see Julians face, staring back into blue and feeling the same rush of adoration that he had the first time he saw his eyes change back*

I always liked this color…

julian-carey:

scott-carey:

*It took him a few moments to realize where he was, remembering being in Scotland but the previous night, he had fallen asleep cold and alone, crying himself to sleep and this morning he woke up safe in Julians arms again as if he had never left. 

Then, the memories crashed back, causing him to immediately roll over and cling to his husband, afraid to let go.  After everything he’s done, Julian had no reason to follow after him, the PRINCE had no reason to follow him…but they had and somehow, instead of things getting worse like they usually did whenever one of their eyes changed, things were seeming to get better.

He could feel the burn and irritation of the tattoo on his skin, needing to be cleaned, but he couldn’t force his arms to let go of Julian.  He needed him so badly it felt like no matter how tight and close he held him, it still wasn’t enough.  Skin against skin with not even space for air between still wasn’t close enough, and he felt the overwhelming urge to lay a trail of kisses from Julians neck, down his chest.

With his head lower, he could tuck it under Julian, feeling like he was the shorter one for a change even though he could feel Julians toes against his calves.  He liked being taller, he liked that it gave him an upper hand in situations that he shouldn’t have a hand at all, but he remained low, with his forehead against where Julians heart should be beating*

*Feeling Scott move roused Julian from his light sleep, enough for him to consciously tighten his arms around him and nuzzle his hair. He slowly opened his eyes, taking in the familiar room of his Scotland home that reminded him of the past week’s events. Oddly, he felt calm and content despite what they’d been through, just happy to have Scott in his arms and to have his eyes blue.*

Hey… Scott?

*nuzzles Julians chest before looking up at him*

Mmhmm?